| i give up |
[09 Nov 2009|12:50am] |
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ive finally broken down.
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| im an old young man |
[11 Aug 2009|11:33pm] |
I'm starting to grow a general disdain for a lot of things and people. I think it may be time to lift my roots, clean the slate, and start over somewhere else.
I also need a new job because there is no way a full course load plus 40 hour weeks on midnight will co exist. Hopefully I can find something decent given the fat pay cut ill be taking from quitting the railroad.
Gah I'm just stressed. I wish I could just let loose with all the things in my head but I feel like there isn't anyone I can really confide in who wouldn't freak out or be biased.
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| my triumphant return to livejournal |
[03 May 2009|01:30am] |
Well it has been quite awhile since I've posted in this bad boy so I figure I'd give all 3 of you who care a run down.
I put in my transfer application for sac state today. Hopefully that goes through without a hitch and I complete stage one of operation get the fuck out of yuba.
Secondly the band has been writing a lot of new stuff with our new guitarist in preparation for the recording of our new CD and prospective your next month. Things are coming along well though I wish our songs had a little more umph. I don't really have the range to belt out the slow jams.
Thirdly I'm probably going to be quitting my job soon. I've had enough of the commute and midnight grind. I feel dumb sometimes for wanting to bail on such an easy and well paying job but it just wears me down. I have enough money saved for school anyway so just a small job to live on would be cool beans.
In closing its grownup time now and my receding hairline reminds me daily. Thanks genetics!
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[08 Feb 2009|02:37am] |
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I hate you. Dealing with you in large amounts gives me uncontrollable fits of anxiety.
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